I'll be the first to admit it, I feel like the world is MY runway! When I step out of the house in the morning, I imagine there's paparazzi all around me. Red Carpet. Flashing Lights. People screaming my name. Yup, the whole nine! In no way is it arrogance. I'm not arrogant at all. Inclusive. Not exclusive. I think every woman should feel this way to an extent. When I wake up in the morning and prepare myself for the day, I feel like I'm going through hair and make-up before I hit the stage. Then I have to get in character before I walk out the door/walk on to the stage. Fortunately I don't have any lines to remember. I just smile at the people. I wave. And though no lights are truly flashing and there aren't actually any cameras, I still feel like I have to leave a picture (or impression) of myself that says I'm on top of the world! Happy as can be! But then when it's all over, the make-up is gone, I "let me hair down", & reality sets in...I still have the same issues. Same bad habits I'm working on. Same insecurities. And on top of that, I'm drained from staying "in character" while I'm "on stage". Where does one draw the line?? When does it become unhealthy? Ahh well, I'll figure it out later...it's almost time for curtain call.
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